How to deal with problems when you have noone to talk to?

Girl Im right there with you! The few times I did try talking to my "friends" or family they just said really stupid things and Im sure it caught many off guard to see that such a "happy" person wasn't so "happy". Anyhow like you I felt the same anxiety of having a mental break down and as cheesy as it may sound to you the only person who has helped me out was God and Jesus. I started attending a great contemporary church solo because the old school churches will not do it for you if you are young. After going I couldnt get enough of that peaceful feeling so I even switched my radio station over to KSBJ (local Worship station) that plays some of the most inspiring songs and has some great inspiring stories on a daily basis. Its difficult at times to get up and go to church or listen to that station-especially when I am very sad or angry but those are the times that we have to push ourselves the most to seek God. Once you do you will find a peace and ask yourself how did you consider doing something else and how could you possibly lived with out Christ in your life. Im not going to tell you that its easy because its not...at this very moment I am going through somethings that I wish I could share with another human being just to hear some input and comfort, but I find my comfort through worship songs and now joining groups with people who are going through similar situations. I also starting writing in a private blog, but I made it more like a letter as if I was talking to my "best friend" just to help me release some of those feelings and cry with out having to explain myself or feel weak. Well I hope this helps and that you get through it. Feel free to email me if you would like to chat on IM.